Sorry for your loss, I can imagine how this would impact the way you look at yourself and the world around you. I also fully understand your dissatisfaction with yourself, having been there myself before and in some respects still being there myself. But don't be too hard on yourself for it - things go the way they go, and sometimes the mind needs something else than you'd like it to need. It'll pass. Take care of yourself, and looking forward to both collabing again as well as seeing your future work.
LuckyDee
Sorry for your loss, I can imagine how this would impact the way you look at yourself and the world around you. I also fully understand your dissatisfaction with yourself, having been there myself before and in some respects still being there myself. But don't be too hard on yourself for it - things go the way they go, and sometimes the mind needs something else than you'd like it to need. It'll pass. Take care of yourself, and looking forward to both collabing again as well as seeing your future work.